goodbye

I see you there smiling
Perhaps wondering what will become of me
The loneliness is hidden well behind my eyes
I’m thinking about the times and the trails and the places that set me free
Empty and long, giving me strength to not cry and tell you what’s wrong
How do I climb out of this hole I have been in for so long
Changing to please is not easy or a part of the plan
I barely know you now so I’m sorry if you don’t understand
You have no idea what darkness lies behind this brilliant day of sunlight
I’m sorry I can’t explain how this will end
You’ll just have to trust me